Final Trimester

Baby's mama told me that she expects priority to the newborn.

Reality check.

Potentially I would have to forgo my hobbies, my interests, my life.

I'm probably fine with that.

But I'm struggling with the fact that with less time spent on photography or music, I would have no extra income.

Already, I am losing the steam in my music compositions, going through some serious self-evaluation on what I do on my music.

Same thing for photography.

Suddenly, I feel I am not good enough for myself and for the people who pays for my music and photography.

Perhaps I will be better as a dad.

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